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precious memories ♥

2012-02-19T19:48:00.002+08:00

everything changes ,

the past keeps on fading,

but the memories ,

i 'll never forget

picture really bring back memories.

it let me reminiscing the past,

those memories ♥

celebrate yik shen and hon seong birthday at old town.

was surprise some of them also came here. =)

a photo

but full of memories.

sad thing happened on that day too.


FAT GANG. the last day of school.

the day we became a killer :D

a lot of funny thing happened too.

♥5J

cny at joo house. the very first group photo of us. =)

last day of biology tuition ,

mr victor


IN =)

swimming at fatty house.

shouted like a mad girl because kena buli by the shit fatty


circus de scream . haunted house .we did a super great job!

sing k after pps high tea,

get to know each other more well after this

PPS

during spm. haha ! still quite enjoy . ntv 7 园游会 at pei chai=)

pps !

we prepared for the game !

haha.

went to tc early in the morning with four girls

Fat Girls ♥

we ♥

i love this photo so much ♥

last day of school.

in the hall

haha

still got alot of memories , photo ..

i miss that time really

now..

i dislike the school ..

the peoples ..

couldn't turn back,

just keep going .

♥

work hard for the future,

friends

U6A2

2012-02-16T12:12:00.001+08:00

skipped school again . because i couldn't find a reason why i should go school now. i never felt asleep in the class before but now i will. three days continuous . and i started to show face and ignore all the teachers while they were teaching . i don't know , just they became so detestable . they changed . and they did what i hate the most. sorry , i don't think i will get a good result if i pay attention in your class teachers. BERLAGAK? whatever . i don't give a damn =) . as long as i can get a good result . you all are not a good teacher . if this is the way you teaching , then you can just save your time and energy . it's just wasting the my time ! copied the text book then photostat to others? hell ! does it work? NO ! oh my god. it's just show your laziness ! and we are form six now . no need you to arrange our seat . and i don't think it's good now. teachers,classmates .........why you all are so detestable ? just... i doesn't like you all that much . and we already show our face , and it's so obvious that we hate you all, then you guys can just don't be so hypocrisy okay? don't be so 'dog' =____= . especially you fat girl ! hate you the most !

thanks for giving such a big motivate ! will be more hardworking now to take a good result . and shut your mouth ! =)

am so glad i am not alone in the class =) . i love my girls <3

BLAH

2012-02-07T15:36:00.001+08:00

a busy month for me .
february exam and must exam. full format exam
hopefully i can get band 4 for the muet and good result for the february test.

march will also a busy month
camp and blood donation .
really hope the camp will be very fun ,
will not regret for my decision .

really hope i can absent to school until the day of stpm.
just wasting my time in the school.
i hate to go school .

fight fight fight !

last day D;

2012-01-29T17:11:00.001+08:00

no!!! school reopen tomorrow. stresssssssss ...booksssss . SUCK! wtf . i don't want :(

looking forward to cny =)

2012-01-20T16:54:00.003+08:00

guess what. i am having fever now. bad luck.

but should felt thankful because not having fever during cny :D

i swear will recover on tomorrow !

two more days :D

cny !

i can wear the new cloth , new shoe !

so excited . aha.

but seriously cny is getting bored when i am growing older =x

i don't know why.

so i hope this year will find back the mood =)

i think will because i had license now :D

ahah ! wee :D

hope everything goes smooth please !

and please don't rain :O

nowadays weather were so hard to predict ><

mr sunny please be more hardworking than mr rainy =p

hope the time can pass slowly start from now !

because i don't wanna to go school.

don't wanna to face those book,those exam.

it's killing me. argh

by the way,

this year are dragon year.

and the dragon designed by astro was so adorable !

it looks more cute when dancing !
ahah !

举起手~~唱拉拉拉拉~
没烦忧~~来开心过年~~

M . D . L

2012-01-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

Must Do List after CNY

1 . concentrate on study

2. follow the timetable for self study EVERYDAY

3. read an article a day

4. tidy the messy file

5. practice thrifty

6. no shopping mode anymore

7. cure my ugly face

8. sleep early

9. no more slacking

10. stpm always come first

11. use time wisely

must do it !!!!!

aww !

cny mood ON ! :D

你。

2012-01-13T14:29:00.001+08:00

仿佛被下了魔咒似的？
你们所承受的痛，的确没能彻底的知道。
可是，要加油！

又一个让我惊讶的消息，
是非常惊讶？
带点心疼？

其实，真的真的很可惜，
或许有奇迹？

希望那在你脸上的开朗，笑容
是真的。

希望重新回来的你，
和之前一样。

一定要，好吗？
做回那让我超想扁你的那个！
那个很输不起的那个！
好吗?

真的宁愿这样。

加油！

梦里的机器人

2012-01-10T16:15:00.001+08:00

我想要一个机器人，

一个完完全全能让我控制的机器人，

一个能让我愿望实现的机器人，

一个永远带给我开心的机器人，

让我拥有我想拥有的。

我要！

让那机器人

丢掉所有烦恼，

丢掉所有的不开心，

丢掉一切一切让我嘴角往下的人，事，物。

让机器人

帮我做事情，

做功课，

考试，

一切一切我懒惰做的事情。

让机器人，

做我的沙包或者垃圾桶，

不开心时，

往它身上拳击拳，

把它当垃圾桶，

把所有不开心的事情对它说，

然后就会忘了一切不开心的！

让机器人，

把所有我错过的东西给回我，

把所有我后悔的事情给变得不后悔！

把所有我不想看到的人，事，物给变走！

让机器人，

帮我辨别是非对错，

哪个虚情假意，

哪个真心，

哪个值得，

哪个不值得。

让机器人，

成为我的亲人，

在它面前不必伪装，

不会让我得到伤害，

不会让我不开心。

在梦里才能拥有吧

这就是人'蔘‘

2012-01-06T18:19:00.001+08:00

要想读懂人生就得先读懂自己。
受挫一次，对成功的内涵则透彻一遍；
失误一次，对生活的醒悟就增添一阶；
不幸一次，对世间的认识能成熟一级；
磨难一次，对人生的理解会加深一层．
要读懂人生，就要把失败；不幸；挫折和痛苦读懂。

没有过不去的事情，只有过不去的心情。
确实是这样，很多事情我们之所以过不去是因为我们心里放不下，
比如被欺骗了报复放不下，被讽刺了怨恨放不下，被批评了面子放不下。
大部分人都只在乎事情本身并沉迷于事情带来的不愉快的心情。
其实只要把心情变一下，世界就完全不同了。

每天用你最喜欢的方式做你最喜欢的事情,这是一种莫大的幸福。
然后,每天重复这种快乐的做事方式和做事心情，久而久之，形成习惯。
天长日久，这种习惯就会成为性格，性格决定命运。
性格不是天生的，性格就是这样培养出来的。
所以，要让你的命运出现转机，就要找到自己最喜欢的事情。　

你改变不了环境，但你可以改变自己；
你改变不了事实，但你可以改变态度；
你改变不了过去，但你可以改变现在；
你不能控制他人，但你可以掌握自己；
你不能预测明天，但你可以把握今天；
你不能样样顺利，但你可以事事尽心；
你不能左右天气，但你可以改变心情；
你不能选择容貌，但你可以展现笑容；
你不能延伸生命的长度，但你可以决定生命的宽度。
心态好，能力增强；心态不好，能力减弱。
心态就具有这么大的力量，从里到外影响着你。

我们之所以会心累，就是常常徘徊在坚持和放弃之间，举棋不定。
我们之所以会烦恼，就是记性太好，该记的，不该记的都会留在记忆里。
我们之所以会痛苦，就是追求的太多。
我们之所以不快乐，就是计较的太多，不是我们拥有的太少，而是我们计较的太多。

人一简单就快乐！ ♥♥

=）

school reopen :(

2012-01-03T18:05:00.000+08:00

so it's 3 january today,

school reopen tomorrow .~~wtf~~

shu ling came back so finally we hang out again just now

actually was my idea.

purposely to date her today to make myself tired.

LOL.

because i wanna sleep early tonight ,

don't wanna insomnia again.

need to wake so super early tomorrow.

i hope i can >.<

used to wake at 10am everyday of my holiday

and now i need to wake at 6am ! ~~FML~~

had lots of thing to chat . non stop !

haha. i love it.

but sorry didn't take picture with you,

promise next time will okay?

this saturday! sport sport sport ! :D

i hope i can made it =)

so wondering what book should i bring to school tomorrow?

follow back last year's timetable?

but i lost it =.=

and what we going to do tomorrow?

lecture? :O

if really i rather studying in the class

touch wood touch wood =x

'sekolah banjir so tak payah datang'

i hope to receive this !

>.<

reality always the cruel one

:'(

wo bu yao qu xue xiao ar

:'(

随心所愿

2012-01-02T09:51:00.000+08:00

三十一号的吉隆坡只能用三个字形容- 乱，满，塞 >.<

可是也是很热闹的啦 :D

四天三夜就这样过了，

最有满足感的shopping ! =)

爽！

一年也这样的过了，

2011,

不堪的一年，

不想去回想。

只望今年会更好！

开学啦！！

最不想的东西 :(

不想去面对课业上的压力，烦恼。

对，

在这方面我很偏激，

很弱，很不能承受压力，

>.<

2012 ，

只求一切随心所愿！

brand new year

2011-12-28T16:09:00.002+08:00

few more days,

a brand new year !

hopefully it's a good good year!

everything goes smooth please.

it's a super super important year for me.

not just because of stpm.

it's also the LAST year i can wear uniform to school.

i knew it would be a stressful year

yet i still want to enjoy !

appreciate the last year

shopping mode ON !

: D

will truly appreciate rest of the holidays

>.<

six days more !

TIME REALLY FLIES

F.A.T

2011-12-27T16:26:00.001+08:00

spent my chirstmas eve with three of my fats =). played vii and ps 2 . LOL.and i found back many of my childhood memories =) . so happy and having fun with them too. i hope we will have our group photo again in this coming chinese new year.but it seem like impossible cause shu ling is not in kuantan .sigh . and another reason too. hmm. i just hope everything goes smooth and friendship forever. but hmm.. something had happen .or should i say we already knew it will happen ? =/ many conflict between both of who. who are the wrong on? very obvious right? =x but the one who get hurt. we got nothing to say cause at first you should know it , hmm ... you already knew this is not the first time. =x not going to hate who or blame who. already knew all the thing form the start . no matter what happen , both of you still are my friends . no matter who are the one who did wrong because i shouldn't talk too much in this case , this is personal thing . and it shouldn't affect our friendship =) right ? i hope you guys will think clearly and let go those hatred . but i knew it's hard >.< argh ! aihx... why should this happen in a gang? it's a wrong starting ! talk so much now also couldn't change anything. anyway , time heal everything . =)

shopping mood on! wee : D and the very first time countdown at kl , hope it will be very fun ! and time flies ! >.< i don't want school reopen because it also mean that stpm is coming too ! argh ! so stress ! darn it ! ihateit =.=

♥ FAT

乐

2011-12-17T18:27:00.002+08:00

不能预测的，不要想太多了。

再怎样想也没用。

只是会增加烦恼而已。

别人说的，不要管那么多，

尽管是多么难听，

因为嘴巴长在他人身上，

我们没有办法阻止。

不能挽留的，就不要执著了。

一时，失去了不见得会不好，

也许会比拥有来的更好。

什么是都尽量往好的方面想。

压抑不住了，

撑不住了，

就把那面子，假面给卸掉，

找人来谈，

也许帮不了，也改变不了，

至少，

你会得到关怀，

其实

快乐

常在身边，

只是有时被不快乐的事情给蒙住了双眼。

我要快乐！

谁不要？

迷茫

2011-12-11T22:51:00.001+08:00

心沉甸甸的
就来喘不过气似的
很累？

肩上似乎有着重重的负担
背不起又能怎样

读书
这条路
怎样望也望不到尽头
看不到希望

想着自己的退缩，想着自己的懦弱与失败
每当我下决心时，总会有事让我分心
忘了答应自己该做的事要脱胎换骨

想改变自己，
可每次都陷在沉思，陷在迷茫与挣扎中

想放弃谈何容易
我不是什么富家子
所有一切都能依靠父母
我很清楚我的未来除了我自己没人能帮得上忙

如果所有梦想都能实现。

如果。。。。

认命吧。

明天会更好？

虚伪

2011-12-08T22:32:00.001+08:00

虚情假意你不喜欢，那个世界太冷漠。

见利忘义你不喜欢，那个世界太虚伪。

红灯绿就你不喜欢，那个世界太繁华。

持恩自恣你不喜欢，那个世界太张扬。

可是，

太多太多的不喜欢总要在时光中慢慢习以为常

太多太多的虚伪总要在生命中渐渐学会

冷漠虚伪繁华张扬才是这个世界真正的本色

而我们需要做的，只是迎合着这些虚伪的笑脸，并同样伪装相对。

这些都是生活，

梦想中有一天是要消失的，而你只需要抓住现实的美丽，尽管那是华丽外表下的丑陋

天真和单纯是永远得不到好处的，所以你要用成熟的眼光来面对这个纷繁的世界。

当然，这个世界会有好人，只是很少很少，相遇几乎为奇迹。

恨！

当人很恨这虚伪的世界，的人，就连自己。

可是能怎样？撕开肚皮给人看请你自己吗？

这样代表你很真？人人都会对你真？

天真！

醒来吧！

别人的虚情假意要分得清，

把真心陶给那对的人！

任由他人说你多么的虚伪，多么地虚情假意。

只要自己知道自己是对是错就好。

顾虑太多，最后伤痕累累的只有自己。

没有一个人可以让所有人都喜欢，

被人讨厌又能怎样？

要知道，你活着并不是要取悦他，那讨厌你的他。

hello ! :D

2011-11-29T22:06:00.001+08:00

it's been a long time didn't update. yea. having my long term holiday now. the second week ! quite enjoy these days. watched drama ,city hunter . do some revision. that's what i did within these days.however, it spoil my mood when i was thinking about next year. i will be siting for my stpm during this long term holiday ! argh !so stress huh! hate it so much ! by the way , i never hang out with friends this holiday ! oh my god! unbelievable ! LOL. first , i am bankrupt now ! but the two times was i was not free ! how sad ! i wanna hang out , just to chit chat . >.< but ......... never mind ! still have many many time what :p . and seriously i need a part time job ! really need money so much ! MONEY MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND ! it's so TRUEEEEEEEEEEE ! no money no talk ! so realistic ! how good if all the thing, service is free in the world ! haha ! it could happen in the dream , perhaps .
and baby hamsters had fur already ! they opened their eye too. so cute now ! and they are growing up. and it's very fast ! and they are becoming more and more fat ! and then will not as cute as now :( . how good if they will stop growing up now ! >.< but still couldn't know which is male and which is female. LOL ..
where and when should i go for rebonding ?! sigh . i don't know .

december is coming. christmas count down , new year count down ! will going kl for new year count down MAYBE . but christmas ? stay in kuantan . LOL. but is the same la . i hope 2012 will be a good year for me !
i hate this year so much ! is fucking much =x so many thing happened . and most of that were sad and pissed me off ! it's really really a super big nightmare for me ! and many peoples that involve in this. anyway,it's already past ! =)

some people are so enjoying .
wee :D
hey you ! you ! you ! enjoy la ! keep on enjoy to the MAX ! then will be more enjoy in the next year ! *wicked smile*

oh gosh ! when i had became so wiccccccccccccccccccccccccccc ................. :D
never mind it's just for THOSE PEOPLE . =)
time to sleep . night !

really long time never write this much

night, people.

11.11.11 ♥

2011-11-11T14:24:00.002+08:00

skipped school for two days . and i am so regret to go school today! =_____= . it's seem like nothing special today until i reached home and mummy told me that hamster born two baby hamster today ! =O so shock! we didn't realize 'she' already pregnant until 'she' born the two babies == .cause we just saw they making love . LOL =x . anyway ! it's quite weird =x .

hmm

don't really look like a hamster >.<

but it's super small size !

welcome to the world baby hamster! =)

gambang tomorrow with the girls !

hopefully will be a super nice trip!!

=)

2011-11-09T15:47:00.007+08:00

带着感恩的心启程,学会爱,爱父母，爱自己,爱朋友,爱他人

自己选者的路，跪着也要走完！

学会宽容,要有一颗宽容的爱心！

没有伞的孩子必须努力奔跑！

如果心胸不似海，又怎能有海一样的事业。

你不勇敢，没人替你坚强。

对的坚持，错的放弃

加油！！

讲得出，做不到

2011-11-03T17:11:00.002+08:00

每次考完试后，

‘真的要读书了！下次要拿更好的成绩！’

然后

=.=

心知啦

=.=

可是这次真的要讲到，做到！

一面享受假期，一面读吧

that's me !

2011-10-29T17:25:00.003+08:00

the very first time i didn't attend for the exam and it's final exam. because of my grandmother passed away.and i missed out two paper.sejarah two and pp one. so i already lost 50 marks for each paper . sejarah one and pp two will be on next tuesday and wednesday. but seriously i already lost the mood to study on this two paper. because how also can't get pass or high pointer . so what will you choose if you facing this situation ? some of them said will continue to study and do. some said will not attend next tuesday and wednesday. hesitate for so many days. and finally i found that i was finding excuse to SLACK ! excuse to evade from stress because there are so many thing i need to memorize so i choose this to be an excuse for me . sigh . how sad huh? when teacher teaching , don't want listen and told myself i will study it myself. and how? i didn't touch it at all . and when the exam around the corner i started to rush ! and end up with nothing . left few days , i will not rush . just study it and as a preparation for next year too . but for mathematics and PA i will put more effort on it. and i hate the school . why can't they let us finish all the paper before holiday ?! haix. whatever la. JUST FINAL EXAM and not STPM ! =)

it's true , no one knows you better than yourself !

should wake up !

it's stpm !!

找不到

2011-10-25T17:36:00.001+08:00

怎样也找不回那动力

糟糕。

再这样下去，

真的会很糟糕

FIGHT

2011-10-16T10:58:00.002+08:00

will do very very very best in this exam!

i SWEAR !

FIGHT !

all the best for those who going to sit for the final exam next week!

jia you !

which?

2011-10-09T21:05:00.002+08:00

go?

stay?

it's just a simple thing but i still can't make up my mind.

wth

=.=

是非者

2011-09-25T23:04:00.001+08:00

说人是非者，本是是非人 .

算了。

继续说吧。

谢谢你们那么看得起我们，

一直在注意我们 =)

不要讨厌那些嫉妒你的人，相反你应该尊重他们的妒忌心，

因为在他们心里，你要比他们优秀。

是非者，

继续吧，

自己拿来辛苦而以

my holiday

2011-09-18T16:12:00.002+08:00

set myself a holiday and ya today is the last day .

enjoying ~ LOL

muet exam is around the corner !

speaking first. :O i am so poor in this part

damn it.

and now i can't go in the website to check when i am having speaking test !

poor government =x

please faster recover it la.

i need to know it !

band 4 band 4 !

i just want band 4 . it's not greedy what =x

but it seem like very hard to get it. FOR ME.

next year RM100 !

so expensive .

is that a correct decision that i sit for muet exam this year?

i don't think it's correct now =x

i should sit for it next year.

argh !!

regret is useless now. can't change anything.

try my best la D;

14 more hours .

bye my holiday !

>.<

cruel

2011-09-16T16:39:00.002+08:00

so finally everything end.

expose to the sunlight,marching ,backed home at 12pm,

didn't attend class.

end end end.

although it's quite suffer but quite fun too.

no stress at all.

but now is the time to face the reality.

i have to catch up all the thing !

all the homework :O

and no more 12pm back home :'(

2.30pm.

and need to attend to all the super boring class.

need to be in my class. with those classmate =.=

so reluctant ! argh !

and i need to prepare for all my exam!

muet and final exam!

i hate october ! it gonna be a stressful month for me!

and i don't think i can get band 4 !

argh ! i want it so badly . but it's seem like impossible D;

how to improve my english ???!!!

especially my speaking ! so suck! >.<

hen fan

sigh.

reality always the cruel one

中秋节

2011-09-13T16:26:00.003+08:00

去年的中秋，碰上spm trial.

明年的中秋，碰上stpm trial.

所以，今年得好好去庆祝。

今年庆祝了两天，都是和朋友过。

中秋前夕，去了crocodile rock 庆祝 (破产) ><

由于有八个人，所以可以在房间 :D

然后，去海边

不是很塞车 =)

弄了个月亮和心。

欣赏有个8字，代表我们38组合 :D

中秋节当晚，

去凤麟家。

原本是要提灯笼游街，可是天不作美阿 :O

所以只是提灯笼拍照 :D

全体照！

今年的中秋不错！

迟来的祝福，

中秋节快乐！

rain

2011-09-11T16:21:00.002+08:00

raining this few days and spoiled quite many thing .

our performance force to postponed form friday to saturday.

and thanks god yesterday didn't rain =)

so we can finish our performance FINALLY!

it's so terrible , we were all inside the tent and the wind was so big until the tent like going to collapse.. oh my god!

most terrible was if the stage fall down and ?? :O

and totally spoiled my mood!

i was so suffer wearing those hat , fake nails .

gosh!

it hurt me alot !

especially my head :'(

anyway everything passed !

stop raining la.

i want to go tc later ar :'(

i hate raining day,

it bring a lot of memory to me.

sigh

arrrrrrrrrrrr !

2011-09-04T21:14:00.002+08:00

holiday end

SO FAST !

and tomorrow need to go school. stress !!!!!!!!!

i didn't study in this holiday and many thing i still can't catch up !

:'(

i hate form six indeed.

i don't know my stpm will like what!

aihx.

friday got performance .

and hell .just learned the dance three days.

and seriously i don't have confident at all.

i don't think this time performance will nicce =x

god bless la.

oh my god !

it's so shame if i dance wrong .

>.<

hen fan ar !

enjoyed

2011-08-31T10:05:00.003+08:00

oh my god.
i didn't really do what i had plan =x
planned to use this holiday wisely by studying, catch up all the things.

really enjoyed it with games ...drama =x
and sister came back >.<
so really need to appreciate the time with her =x

and yeah.
backed to dance life .
wee :D
going to have a performance at temerloh =)

and ya.
selamat hari raya ! LOL

four days more >.<

lame post.
-.-

彷徨

2011-08-24T16:31:00.002+08:00

就因一次失败，

把你给侧地打败？

妈妈说的：“那么容易放弃，不像你！”

真的吗？

也许正如你说的，

我只是纯粹的发泄，

而不是要放弃。

我也希望如此。

发泄完后。

努力后，

一定会是你要的结果吗？

如果不是呢？

怎么办？

就给自己点时间，

好好想清楚。

该继续，还是放弃。

想清楚，每一个决定后的后果。

sei ye

2011-08-21T16:06:00.003+08:00

getting more and more brave.

drove to tc yesterday night.

oh my god. can't believe it .

okay. i knew it. use gear 2 !

nice experience =)

so tomorrow need to face all the result.

damn it.

and god bless those stupid people in my class won't do anything piss me off.

if not! you will die i warn you!

stupid people ever!

let's see how you sit for your stpm next year!

but if you keep on like that i think you better go and marry la please.

don't waste time on here.

just copy and copy la.

may your allah bless you can keep on copy until stpm la.

and don't offend me.

if not i will surely port you! i swear!

hypocrisy there la please, i wont do the same with you all again.

since that day.

you all already pissed me off to the max !

just can't control myself when i think about them.

eww!

sei ye

thursday 18.08.2011

2011-08-18T16:25:00.002+08:00

exam ended and yay! looking forward to raya holiday.

get some lesson after the first exam!

there 's no holiday for form six,

better concentrate when teacher teaching.

although it's super hyper sleepy and boring T^T.

and do more exercises ! especially math!

oh my god! sorry puan niu that disappointed you much this time.

will do better next time. try my best :O

because math really not that easy. give me more times >.<

oh damn. if my math still can't improve i think i better drop it.

but what should i take to replace it? and i had left out so many!

seem like i got no choice . okay :(

many things happened.

and realized that . there are so many BASTARD around you!

brainless bastard ever. didn't know what happen and just bullshit there!

and it's non of their business ! and they just love to interfere !

do you know what is courtesy?

what the hell. respect people please! respect girls please!

brainless people ever!

and some peoples didn't ask or didn't know what is going and just simply insult people.

so barbaric!

._.

so speechless with this kind of people! human !

felt like very enjoy now. LOL.

don't think so much.

enjoy my day!

woots :D

happy go lucky!

waiting all of them come back!

yay!

lucksssssss

2011-08-14T10:49:00.002+08:00

going to sit for exam tomorrow and hell.
need to sit for FOUR subject in ONE day.
what the hell.
sejarah paper one and two. GG
and math two! FAIL :(
damn it.
PA? hope to pass it.
=x

i don't know which paper i will pass =x
but for sure math will fail (mr tan said that)
>.<

okay.
it's fine.
just monthly test .
and just the first exam =x
to take an experience x.x

i really need many many luckssssssss

白痴吗？！

2011-08-07T17:44:00.001+08:00

又不是第一次，
又不是没试过。
然后？
为何现在？

习惯就好

2011-08-05T15:40:00.002+08:00

so is the time to face it?
okay. fine.

shut the fuck up and everything will be fine.

frankly, it ruined my mood so damn much.

fuck it.

seem like everything goes wrong.

FML

keep it

2011-08-01T17:11:00.001+08:00

that's right.
keep it .
and you will get what you want.

KEEP IT

=)

bullshit !

2011-07-27T19:46:00.004+08:00

study study and study.

to get a good result in stpm.

yea.

get it.
but so what?

can't get the course you really want.

damn it.

bullshit.

it seem like i will never achieve my dream , my ambition.

sigh.

知道吗？

2011-07-23T15:19:00.003+08:00

占有欲强没关系，
可是要会做人。

庆幸
自己经过了那么事后，
学会了释怀。

现在遇到这些事，
一点影响力也没有了。
=)

算了吧。

只要不要超越我的界限。
就可以了。
=)

经一事，长一智。
你还没能体会到吗？

算了吧。
适可而止吧。
不然，
只会害人害己。

真心朋友，
就是一个垃圾桶，
任由你把一切垃圾丢进去。
然后把一切忘了。
知道吗？
傻婆.
=)

____________________________________________

数学数学，
你们去了哪里啊?
：（

不要不见啊 :'(

>.<

this is what we call FRIENDS

2011-07-19T17:12:00.003+08:00

a wonderful and crazy night with them.
<3

the 8 por gang.
without li yi and sin yan.
haha :D

met with the stupid jessy ta.
=)
sure!
we are still friends la!
and will be forever !
stupid :p

=)

the gang.
=)

time to keep fit.
gosh
>.<

FRIENDS !

=)

t

=)

2011-07-17T10:57:00.002+08:00

一个生日会，聚集了我们。
=)
还是一样，有着聊不完的话题。
还是一样欺负着王秋涵！
哈哈！
这个傻婆，变成了个家庭主妇似的。
哈哈！昨晚忙到@@
可是，她是很开心的，幸福的。
=)
还有，
想不到。
涵妈妈是那么的 IN!
我的天！
完全没有代沟！
我喜欢！哈哈！

再一次，
生日快乐。
陈心杰~！
好好珍惜王秋涵吧！
=）

还是希望咱们友情不变！
=)

15.08.2011
=O

加油呗~！

the power of frienship =)

2011-07-14T17:32:00.004+08:00

a gang of people were eating pisang goreng,keropok on the BRIDGE in school
._.
how crazy !
haha!
but it's fun :D

and now.
sore throat and sickness coming to say hello to me!
oh my god D;
wo bu yao!
hen suffer D;

nowadays i doing nothing in the school.
=x
talking when teaching was teaching.
:O
exam coming and i =x
argh!
GG !

but i love to go school because of those crazy friends there :D
love to spend time with them

no matter how sad or how moody i am,
my mood will turn good when i be with them.
all the sad thing gone automatically =)
there are no sadness around us, and just only happiness =)

it's true
=)

=)

sore throat go away please D;

10.07.11

2011-07-11T17:31:00.002+08:00

只是预料的结果，
没什么。

给自己一个微笑，告诉自己：我可以的！不小了，要加油了！

=)

i need more times!

2011-07-05T17:57:00.002+08:00

mummy told me :'' so fast tomorrow wednesday already hor!''
:O yalo :(
time passed so damn fast this year especially after i started my form six life!
i wish to have 48 hours one day! 24 hours really not enough for me now!
:(
few more months later! i need to sit for my muet exam!
and i don't think that i can score it !:(
it's so hard. today teacher gave us listening practice.
and hell i can't get what the people saying. :(
how sad how poor am i!
and if i can't score it. i need to retake it.
and start from next year the fee will rise to RM100!
oh my god! RM60 to RM100!
bull shit la!
:(

i need to study FOUR history books , two PP books! PA..MATHS !!
there are so many chapters! it's that possible to study finish it?
is that possible to handle all????
is not can or cannot . is MUST!i have no choice :(
MUST finish this all within this one and half year
there really no holiday in form six!!
sigh

i need more times now!!!
so damn much!!

I NEED

:(

as strong as you were , tender you go

bye bye :) ♡

2011-07-01T15:30:00.006+08:00

tomorrow i think whole school in kuantan having the
LARIAN 1 MURID 1 SUKAN ! MALAYSIA.
lol. long name =.=
and ya! most of us are attending tomorrow!
shock! =O
if is air putih surely tomorrow will be a holiday for us!
lol. haha. cause today saw their rehearsal.
those cheerleader dancing! oh!air putih will never have such thing! cheerleader!
quite exciting! and quite spectacular! i think :D
and this is what i like about sabs.
they all were so willing to take part on it. and so unite! =)
hehe!
quite excited! :p
hope tomorrow will be a good good day la!
and going to try my best to run! =O
god bless me

:PP

_________________________________________

in the end , we only regret the chances we didn't take,
the relationship we were afraid to have,
and the decision we waited too long to make ?

anyway,

D;

=)

bye bye.
all the best!

=)

this is fact , FOR ME

2011-06-27T17:52:00.004+08:00

got a good news today . hmm it's also considered as a bad news for me. LOL
-.-
ya.FINALLY i changed stream and class too.
and hell. i extremely dislike the class!or in the other words! HATE
what the hell.
ya. i hate! just three of us are chinese and others! malay.
i am not looking down or what!
they love to waste their time on something that they thought is funny!
and actually it was so annoying and LAME! -.-
it just! oh hell!!!
no teacher come in . okay .never mind. i never depend on school teacher!
especially THOSE teacher! =)
study myself is better! =)
and i found out the most DISGUSTING COUPLE!!
what the hell!
hello! can both of you just stop those disgusting action! ._.
oh my god!
and hello. don't forget what religious you are huh?
can so open huh?
._.
what the hell.
yuck! it's really disgusting! oh my god!
and ya! i admit i am racist =)
and it's quite serious !!
and so
i am responding in my own way =)
anyway.

it's quite sad i have to stay in this class for one and half year!
oh my god! bear it bear it!
oh sad case =(

finish vent out!
oh hahahaha!
=(

study hard.
get a good result!
this is what i have to do

jia you bah!

=)

hmm ....

2011-06-26T18:01:00.006+08:00

sometimes, somethings, should not happen,
sometimes, someone should not be belong,
sometimes, some relationship should not start.

should her be his piGGie?

it should not , perhaps .

=)

be rational

think twice or more than twice.
don't be too impulsive .

maybe it's just a wrong feeling .
or maybe it's just temporarily feeling.

=)

stpm woiiiiii !
don't play play!!!

but ...
wo yue lai yue lan duo liao.
deng!

._.

stpm ar!

need some pesticide to kill the lazy worm
>.<

karnival

2011-06-25T16:29:00.005+08:00

went to school today for the karnival,
seriously if i still in air putih,surely i won't go !
haha!
hmm, not bad.
go and played game.
you have to collect twenty cop from each station.
you have to play all the games to get it.
not bad , the very first time.
but it was kinda tired. because sabs not that small @@
and you have go every station!
almost whole school @@
haha!
recalled back those thing i learn before
especially science!
the biology one quite special,
you had to watch a video , and find out who are the murder.
and those 'actor' was upper six students!
haha! quite funny.
after watched the movie, then need to go for three games,
once you win, you will get a clue .
so at the end , we guessed right!
haha! wai hou tian was the murder!
haha

finally we got 20 cops ==
12.3opm , and actually we can only back on 2.30pm,
but we go against the rule.
we went back at 12.30pm!
haha!
hmm.
not bad!
sabs not bad !
ahaha!
a nice and good experience and memory!
=)

especially those game about science!!
bit challenge for me this stupid people
._.
haha!
anyway, quite enjoyed today!
=)

20 cops!
*proud*
lol.
haha!!

ohmygosh

2011-06-23T18:42:00.002+08:00

UNTIL NOW we still didn't get any news about our appeal's result.
hell. still need to wait until when huh?how long?
two weeks again?
what the hell. wasting my time.
and now my only aim to school is just go school attend to my math s class
._.
then the other period. did nothing.
just chatting at there.
what a meaningful life i having now =.=
argh!
pengajian perniagaan , sejarah!
all those! i never study yet!
damn it!
i hate the government so damn much seriously.
efff . >.<

and how if i still can't change my stream?
stay back to science class??
hell. it's so damn impossible!
i had missed out many thing! so hard to catch back.
and i really can't handle science anymore.
now i just taking math s is already killing me.
what if i take math t, biology and chemistry >.<
i can't imagine that!
ohmygosh.
god bless i can change stream!
i will never take back science! NEVER!

should i continue to take math s?
why am i so stupid huh?

~.~

zuo ren zhen fan
._.

♥

2011-06-21T21:58:00.004+08:00

21 june

happy birthday mummy ♥

healthy forever and ever ♥

=)

recently my school life
just like holiday
@@

oh my god!
please la!!
faster let me know can i change stream anot !
what the hell.

but i enjoyed the time with them
and our new sista!!
haha

♥

chan poh tong!
get well soon!!
please
._.

bless me
=p

pain

2011-06-19T15:33:00.003+08:00

the pain is killing me.

faster recover please.
i am so suffer .

please !

=(

need you now.

1706

2011-06-17T17:42:00.004+08:00

muet teacher gave us lesson today.
due to none of us answer her question .and she started to angry and scolded us =O
shocked me . the very first time she get angry . she was so friendly for me but today =O
SABS = Saya Akan Belajar Sendiri
yes. she said about this.
said that some of the straight A's student , told others that they get this result is because of tuition.
so school don't have any contribution at all.
no wonder teacher was so angry with that =x
started to say that she love to teach those student who are not that clever.
although they didn't get good result but they respect teacher...
hmmm =/
i was so dumb that time. hmm..
lol. i don't know ...
and lucky the alarm rang! aha!! fire drills!!
whole student gathered at the field .
haha! safed us from hell =x
and we didn't get any news about our appeal!
see ! it's impossible will so fast la! government!
but anyway please let me change stream la. hell .
wasting my time now !!
oh please!!!
>.<

and don't know what the hell with the streamyx !!
so damn slow!!!
it fast suddenly and slow suddenly!! damn !!
lag!!!
i hate to online now!
cause wasting my time loading and loading !!
refresh and refresh
=.=
shit streamyx !
efff !

- S.T.U.D.Y -

god bless

2011-06-16T18:58:00.003+08:00

teacher said MAYBE tomorrow we will know our appeal result.
hope so!
and god bless all of us can change stream .

today went to L6A2 to study pp.
and hell. i don't know what the teacher teaching.
but it's okay. just study myself and this subject quite easy =x
if you willing to memorize it. and yeah! :D i am good in memorizing.
and i dislike the class condition! it's so dirty =x
and just we three chinese! =x
anyway,
so for now. the subject that i most scare is math s!
=O
many of them asked us don't take it.
take geografi or economy those easy to score .
hmm. but =s
don't la. economy those also need to memorize.
hell. need to memorize history is already killing me.=x
try my best in my math s la ><
realized that .
no more slacking in form six!!
really!!!
'' never mind la , do it later''
oh no!!
no such thing anymore!
once you don't understand or what.
better ask and solve it!!
no LATER LATER anymore!
JIA YOU BAH
=)

and giraffe and mouse came back already =p
tee hee ~ =D

study is most important for me now.
if it's mean to be, it will be
=)

i love school life!
with all of them
=)

=.=

2011-06-13T16:05:00.002+08:00

well,
almost all malay DILULUS TUKAR JURUSAN.
and FEW chinese DILULUS!
and most of us TIDAK DILULUS!!

so damn it!

=.=

need to wait again.
RAYUAN SEKALI!
=.=

hope will success!!

waste my time again!!

=.=

SATU MALAYsia

=)

=)

2011-06-12T18:12:00.003+08:00

so finally mummy is back =)
kinda love the thing she bought for me.
especially the piggie key chain.
it's so cute.
hehe :D
thanks mummy for all the souvenirs =)
=p

so going to end the holiday.
school tomorrow!
hope tomorrow really can change class!
damn it.
i don't want to waste my time already.
please!
L6A2!!
>.<

sister is coming back next friday or saturday?
=x
i forgot =x
haha!
anyways!
woots :D
time for mouse,giraffe and lion queen to gather!
:D

do what you said.
DO IT!
and PROVE IT!
keep the hard work and the spirit !

shun qi zi ran

2011-06-11T22:59:00.002+08:00

i want to build my life for success and not failure.

so,
BACK OFF ! FAILURE.

remember what you said.
chan poh tong.

strike the goal!!

i don't want the fucking failure again , anymore

crapping =p

2011-06-05T16:36:00.005+08:00

we can't make all the people around us love us as well. but SO WHAT! no need to so care about it,it's just wasting your spirit to care or sad about it. but for sure. if the one you love the most , you treat them with the true heart,but they just treat you as transparent or just a tool ,sure that you will upset about it.just take times to adapt it and then IGNORE it! when you don't feel any hurt when they did something that will hurt you , then you're success! :) applause for yourself! most of us go through this kind of thing ,like friendship or relationship this kind of thing. sigh. sometime we just can't escape it. cause there are too many hypocrite , love to hypocrisy :D and ya! it make you become one of them too. but there are some people you truly treat them with your true heart. no need to wear a mask when with them. :) so please appreciate it. it so hard to find! and of course there will have some conflict between you all ! but it's not a big matter . :)
no matter how hurt you get, remember there's always a place for you to rest and heal your wound :)
ignore the person that not important for you , appreciate the one who important to you! :)
but sometimes it's so ironic , when the one you hate the most is also the one who melt your heart easily just with a smile , an action or even a words . sigh .

tell the one you dislike or hate
:D

finish talking crap! aha . bye! :)

but there are only one who can understand what your words actually mean :)
aww. how sweet ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ :p

♥

2011-06-04T20:13:00.002+08:00

back home =)
but only for one days
><
found an excuse to back home =p
cause forgot to bring medicine to aunt house,
and the condition becoming more and more serious .
so really need it.
then found the excuse to stay at home!
hehe!
wee! home sweet home!!!

one more weeks,
really need to keep all the holiday mood.
>.<
math s!
it's killing me :(
form six really very hard.
:(
sigh!
and november going to take muet exam.
registered as private candidate.
god bless i can get band 4!
:(
if really, then i can focus on other subject!
><
god bless.
will try my best to improve my suck english ><

to my beloved sister :D
gambateh!
wo support ni!
who dare to buli you just tell me!
realy never die before huh!! ><
jia you =p

blessing all the people i love
=)

nine days @@

2011-05-29T20:15:00.002+08:00

nice day with ah du , xin ning and petty!
hehe!
din meet ah du since the last day of primary school!
oh my god!!
and today! met her!
she still the same! sot sot de!
crazy like hell ><
haha!
not bad!
like back to primary that time.
no strange feeling!! :D

time to go ah yi house :(
nine days ><

bye bye

i don't know what i want
>.<
犯贱！

IMY!

><

♡18 ♥

2011-05-28T21:24:00.002+08:00

don't know what happen to the blogger! keep on can't sign in. hell!

yeah!
officially eighteen now!♡
:D

wednesday went ecm celebrate with ling and my twins jia yee ♡
went sing k .
the very first time we three♡
:D
enjoyed!
just a simple celebration.
and thanks for the present ling!!
♡ it so much! =)

thursday went to school as usual!
after school went lunch with four girls :D
thanks la!
=)

a normal eighteen birthday!
but it's enough! =)
♡

i wish all the bad luck get away from me
and also get away from my family and all my friends!
hmm.
two
:(
aihx..

you!
be tough !
=)

and you!
i am so guilty about that!
sorry again
and thanks for the wish!
it makes my day
=)

need to pack my luggage again :(
mummy don't let me stay at home alone!
:'(
nine days! home sweet home :(
bye bye
><

not that easy =s

2011-05-24T15:35:00.002+08:00

backed to school.
still need to stay in science class until this friday.
damn :(
it's so damn boring when they studying chemistry and biology =/
day dreaming there =.= lame!

math s!
i need to catch up!

PA!
just like sejarah @@
damn!
memorize!

must do revision everyday.
but can i?==
aku ni hangat hangat tahi ayam je.
damn!

change attitude!
>.<

form six is not that easy!

sigh.
why next week is holiday!
eww!
just found back my study mood and now ==
damn it

bye.
lame post
:D

off and on

2011-05-23T19:48:00.003+08:00

reached home.
sent sister to hostel and everything back to normal.
my holiday mood should off now.

get news from yau,said that
i am already changed to L6A2.
and actually i want L6A3.cause 2 is BM.
but teacher said we can go L6A4 to study math S during BM period.
so tomorrow no need to stay in science class?
hope so =x
and god! new classroom ! new classmate AGAIN!
and surely got many malay =x
okay. ONE MALAYSIA!

anyway,
home sweet home.
but gonna be quite quiet without the mouse and giraffe

okay.
school tomorrow.
hope that everything go smooth !
and hell!
i missed out many thing!
especially math s and the pengajian perniagaan!
:(
SHIT

study mood should on now!

sigh.
counsellor said that,
for CHINESE student who wanna take law in local university.
MUST get 4 FLAT!
unless your koko marks is very very good!
sigh.
4 flat is so damn impossible for me.
another way for me >> BUSINESS ADMIN!
:(

just try my best.

STPM!
you 're freaking devil !

S.T.U.D.Y

ipoh

2011-05-20T11:52:00.005+08:00

yesterday 4.20am woke up and prepare then 5am ++ started our journey.
went kl and do some stuff then went ipoh
and reached ipoh 2pm++.
stay in mummy friends house this few days,
yesterday went to the pasar malam! aww!
it's so big and many thing to eat :D
bought few things there .

ya!
mummy friends house got a baby dog :Dit name is cookie! haha.
black colour and cute :D
now beside me and playing around there.
cute :D
too black.
and her eye :D

i love baby dog. so mini size :D

and yesterday went to a restaurant.
quite okay.
very obvious that it's steak is famouss here
=)

ordered this.
chocolate banana :D

and at 12am..we went to see 'a gua' =.=
oh my god!
those 'a gua' are so disgusting =x

have to miss PA tuition later.
=x

ipoh parade later :D

520 today!

=)

lovesssssss

2011 卫塞节

2011-05-17T21:00:00.000+08:00

长那么大，说实话，今年是我第一年庆祝与参与卫塞节。
真的很热闹！
而且，很开心，还有点说不出来的成就感 =x
:D

五点半起床准备 @@
穿上了那久违的SMK AIR PUTIH 体育衣！啊哈！
对，虽然现在就读SABS，可是今天是代表AIR PUTIH!=)
六点半这样到那~
然后大家得到自己的名牌，写着自己的岗位和队员！
我是 A 组义卖素菜的组长！:D

天啊！当大家看到吴冠杰的岗位竟然是
>>> 厕所清洁时！！
啊哈哈！狂笑！我的天啊！
竟然有这样的工作！ :DD
写 ‘卫生’ 之类的东西也没那么难看啦 !
哈哈！

然后，聚集了所有队员，
便到岗位去。
我们这组的工作是，帮忙包装。
erm.把食物放进一个tapeware里，然后拿给aunty们卖~
我的队员啊。不错。蛮乖的！ =)

做完东西后就闲诳~
结果！
被拉去帮忙 =.=
帮信徒们夹面。
好的，其实还不赖 =)
遇到了外国人！=O
他们也来我们的佛殿 =)
很帅！很美！还有他们的小孩！可爱极了！
妈妈：‘say thank you'
儿子：' thank you~'
哈哈！他的声音很可爱！！
:D
也有很多印度人来。
对啊，听爸爸说我们的佛像是从印度来的。
=)
这家人，很可怜 =x
全家都是聋哑的 ><
包着口罩的我！更难沟通 ><
不好意思啦！
还好还get到你们要什么 =)
还有！
一个华人uncle!
他身上长满了一粒粒的，好像麻风这样的。
可是他应该不是吧，要不然也不回来那么多人的地方。
我呢，看了他一眼，就帮他夹面。
不是因为什么才看他一眼。
只是，这是我对残缺人士的尊重。
不知为何，要是看到这些有残缺的人，同情心就会泛滥！
我只会看他们一眼，然后对他们笑 =)
因为，我才不要像那些人！一直盯着他们看！
天啊！到底有没有想想！
这样看他们有多伤害他们吗？
看这么多眼心里会很舒服吗？
心里真的不会有那么一点不舒服吗？
有些更坏！有哪些排侧的眼光！动作！
到底有没有同情心的啊？

如果，将来你生的孩子是残缺的，你能接受吗？
还有，别人对你的眼光~？
hmmm..

算了吧，不谈这些
=)

A 组在忙时，B组就在玩游戏！

轮流，所以A组是先苦后甜 :D

游戏~!

咱们的跑站！

不错不错！
累可是很开心！
很满足。
那些满足和成就感是无法形容的
=)

感谢啦！方礼样！
感谢你给我这个机会！
=）
感激不尽！

阿弥陀佛

=)

L.I.F.E

2011-05-16T18:20:00.004+08:00

skipped school today.cause today is teacher day.
and most of them said if go school also useless.
cause we will sit at there and watch teacher play game.
lame -.-
and tomorrow is holiday! :D
no school again.
but i need to wake up more early then school day.
cause i had promised li yang to help out at 万佛殿.
and need to be there at 6.30am. oh hell.
my holiday T^T
and frankly ! i had forgot this thing until yau reminded me =O
i am old! aduih~

and thursday ipoh! oh..gonna say bye bye to sister and the mouse :(
i am going to be lonely in the house with daddy and mummy =x
:(
no people fetch me here and there. bring me go here and there.
:(
okay. i must face it and adapt it.
>.<
so i am still in the holiday mood until two of them leave here >.<
okay.
hope ipoh will raining !
oh no! it's so hot at there!
i don't wanna stay in the house!
i wanna shopping! mummy!

and mummy going to taiwan soon.
what the ==
alone again
=(
SHIT!

oh my god

live life , love life.

sigh.

L.I.F.E

=^=

end of orientation :D

2011-05-14T18:40:00.003+08:00

so yesterday was the last day of orientation ! applause applause! :D
so happy! and my class now is L6S3 ( temporarily only)
and pity me. no place for me to sit if the person come back. :(
not enough chair and table. oh my god. pity :'(
i don't want to stay in the class. wednesday will pass up the form.
god bless the government can faster abit. let me can change to L6A3 as fast as possible!
but as we know MALAYSIA MEMANG BOLEH =)
and copied the timetable. oh my god!
it's crazy! three period of biology one day =.=
three period of chemistry one day!
walau ei . so !
if forL6A3.... THREE PERIOD OF HISTORY one day??
argh! accept it. and surely i will fall asleep =x

and i skip school today! :D aha.
and monday..teacher day..still don't know wanna go anot .
and tuesday public holiday! oh yeah!
and going kampar form thursday until monday!
oh yeah! if like that. next week i just go school on wednesday! :D
haha . oh yeah! i don't wanna stay in the class please =x
but if change to L6A3.. surely all is MALAY . hell.
i am going to friend with them =)
SATU MALAYSIA what !
and i am going to miss out many thing !
oh my god!! god bless the teacher wont teach so many first =p

and found that !
it's so hard to find a teacher in SABS!
and especially you are newbie !
there are so many office ==
not like air putih. just two office. one for afternoon and one for morning!
LOL. don't be monitor =x

and start my tuition yesterday after school 1pm.
it's so tired and sleepy =x
my PA! and hmm.. yesterday teacher teach paper two part D.
and it's change linear to bukan linear.
hmm.. quite okay for now la.haha
it's calculating and draw jadual.
so my FIRST HOMEWORK for 2010! haha

skip school monday?
go school at wednesday only??
=x

under considering.
LOL

still in holiday mood.

i wanna change to art stream as fast as possible.
damn !

hate

2011-05-11T16:37:00.002+08:00

i hate the feeling. it's sucks.i don't know what had happened.
all things turned out so evil. so hypocrisy .
i should not have this kind of feeling right now.
because i knew it for so long time ago. i tasted it before.
but now? still the same. it beat me down again.
it's still always affecting me . WHY?!
just away from me.
i hate you , you ,you! and you.... ALL!
HATERS.
AWAY FROM ME.
and bring all the hurts away.
thanks a lot .

i hope this will be the last time.
it should be the last time.

SABS

2011-05-09T16:31:00.002+08:00

so went to school today.
and!
before we get into the hall.
the discipline teacher stood infront the hall and checked one by one.
oh my god!
shocked!!!
just one of the hair got colour also kena!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh my god!!!!!!!
speechless..!!!
and i didn't kena.
if i really kena! i will go and cut botak
what the hell ==
and some peoples, their hair really black la @@
i don't know what for the teacher caught them
and trouble the parent came school.
=.=
cause they teacher don't let them to register if their parent didn't come

and I MISS AIR PUTIH HALL!!!
I MISS THE FAN!
><
sabs hall!
the fan!! walau.. small until ==
HOT!
and this make me more reluctant to listen to the teacher!
hell!!
and everyday also need to stay until 2.30pm!
argh!
just friday until 12pm!
oh my god!
one week!!
four days more.. =(
very bored ar! and HOT!!

so first day of school.
sucks?
hmm..
just speechless
==

back to school

2011-05-08T20:36:00.003+08:00

so,
end my holiday soon.
7 hours more. LOL
haha.
no more late sleep.
and need to wake up early in the morning @@
oh my god.
and hell.
orientation for one weeks
oh my goodness.
the thing that i most hate!
need to sit onthe chair for whole day.
LOL
my ass =x
damn it.
need to learn new song.
no more
sekolah menengah air putih ~
sekolah yang amat ku cintai~
don't know why until now i still remember pei chai school song :D
haha.

new environment.
new schoolmate.
new classmate.
=x
hmm =s
time time time.
need time to adapt it
=)
but as i know most of ap and sabs student doing form six at sabs la
and some semambu . any school else? hmm
tomorrow i will know it =p

quite worry
=x
don't know why.

anyway,
time to say goodbye to my holiday and hello to form six

=)

form six!
i am coming!
=)

bye holiday =(

thursday and friday ♥

2011-05-06T18:40:00.000+08:00

my thursday was kinda busy.

early in the morning went tc with ling and yee.

curry mee for our breakfast and then walked arou

nd tc.

damn!

the bridge

but we still can went in there by a small '

' hole''

haha

but until half really can't go in,because it's totally break into two

too dangerous.

afternoon,

went to buy hair dye. black colour ,

cause form six start on monday

it cost me a bundle. damn it.

and my hair now.

aww! black until shinny

look so fake. eww!

but they said look more tidy =x

aha.

and the people who help me to dye my hair!!

ahaha!

the hand

dai sei =p

until now also like that!

haha

just 6 percent also so dark

then night,

went movie!

fast and furious 5!

so lucky we could bought the ticket!

hehe

nice movie!!!

see both of them

the muscle =O

friday,

i though i already prepared finish all my form six stuff!

and!

i forgot my shoes =.=

so today went to buy it.

and ..

many no my size.ish!

lucky bought one!

the only one in the shop got size 4!

so i am ready to form six now!

ahaha :D

and went A&W !

oh my gosh!

it had been super long time i didn't go there.

hmm

still remember the bear!

when i was kid, mummy brought us there and i love to play with the bear =p

so cute!

his ass was big!!

ahaha!

then 4pm like that went taman gelora ate curry puff =)

nice!

two more days, bye bye my holiday and hello my school life

>.<

eggs ♥

2011-05-04T18:33:00.004+08:00

date with the loves one

today.

and ya! i drove out again. =)

fetch ling to mega.

had our breakfast and lunch there.

and yee joined us after our lunch.

and bought my school bag!

a simple black colour bag.

simple the best =D

and then went ecm again.

and got a SAMAN! RM5 ringgit!

aha! cause i didn't go and change my coupoon

so my bad

haha.

awesome!

i reached home safely . LOL

haha.

so mummy said i can always drive out :D

oh. but seriously , it used out a lot of my courage eve

ry time i drive alone.

hell!

maybe i still need more time!

and now the big problem i facing.

i don't know how to see the side mirror ==

so when i want to drive to the another line, i will use many time to figure it out!

damn!

cause what i saw was the car behind me @@

mummy said i didn't adjust the side mirror well . =O

really?

or i need more time.. need more experience

to adapt it?

hope so!

argh!

and picture of the day

lunch for today

hmm

piGGie =p

seldom smile like that.

cause of my '' tiger teeth'

>.<

and ya.

going to do my form six in sabs as expected .

they gave me science.

but i am going to change to sastera.

seem like many people going to form six this year =/

so hello form six~!

four days more to end my holiday.

>.<

tc tomorrow??

hehe :p

i love them

brave girl . LOL :D

2011-05-01T16:33:00.003+08:00

mummy keep on ask me drive out alone.

and the most near place for me to go is see yau house.

and yea!

i drove to her house and fetch her

out

aha!

i was trembling like hell when i reached her house.

what the .. ><

safely reached home. :D

and the other lesson i learnt today.

see clearly on your gear before you start the car.

make sure it is gear one!

what the hell.

fish skin ><

lucky just yau saw it.

ahah!:D

wee.

yea. the first passenger among friends :DD

hmm..

i need more time!

i still scare!

and lucky today no much car

1.05.2011

imma brave girl

haha

LOL

tomorrow again?

lol

anyway,

the very first time.

^^v

precious memory ♥

2011-04-30T10:42:00.006+08:00

reached kuantan at thursday night.

i prefer cameron highland :D

because the weather is so cold

ipoh! hot!

many things happened .

a precious memory for me.

and the love one =)

and chocolate cost me a bundle

ohhh

chocolate chocolate!

bought a lot of chocolate!

and yea!

recommend a cake!!

at the BOH TEA CAMERON HIGHLAND!

chocolate melt!

not bad :DD

it's hot one, usually cake is cold one but this was ho

t one .

nice =)

quite expensive.

this RM6

but nice

and this!

hehe!

eager for long timeeeeeee!

strawberry satey!

with chocolate :D

yummy :D

haha.

and thanks to daddy them for accompany go in butterfly farm ><

i eager to go.

and when go in =.=

i scare butterfly!

ahaha!

:DDD

and there rabbit were cute!

LOL

like very sleepy and mong cha cha :D

and friday.

spent the whole day with them

shan and nic going to kl today

see. all of them leaving!

friendship forever!!

25.04.2011 - 29.04.2011

my future.

again and again . sigh

2011-04-23T18:11:00.002+08:00

went ecm with shan , yee and nicholas.
for the farewell of shan and nicholas.
sigh. but some of them didn't came.
but it's okay.
still got time
><

after had our lunch.
then went movie.
we watched a chinese ghost story.
and chia kam how joined us after we bought the ticket.
he watched already.
aha.
then he watched again.
><
pai seh la =p
but then he just keep on mention about the actor look alike shu ling :D
oh yeah!
lim shu ling!
we saw you weyyyyy :DDD

a quite nice movie.
=)
not bad.
love .. sad..
=)

us
=)

yee and shan

526
=)
in the cinema

okay, actually still got one week time ><
but i am not at kuantan ><
going to cameron highland , ipoh , kampar next monday until thursday.
seem like quite rush @@
i don't know.
no choice.
i don't want stay at home alone!
><

so still got one day!
friday!!
><

again and again!
all of them going to leave.
one by one.
sigh.
left me and yee
><

keep in touch!
=)

parent's friends coming tonight.
gosh.
no need sleep
><

friendship forever!
all the best!

=)

let it be

2011-04-21T18:24:00.003+08:00

never expect, never assume, never ask , never demand.
just let it be .
because if it's meant to be ,
it will happen the way you want thing to be.

=)

好的事物~或許正因為沒擁有才感覺美好~~
所以繼續維持這種美好的感覺就好. =)

=)

17.04.2011

2011-04-18T10:18:00.004+08:00

yesterday 3pm went zenith hotel.
to do some stuff.
and hell.
the hotel didn't open air conditioner! damn it!
all of us were sweating that time
=.=
stupid!
the hall is so big and then no air conditioner at all! huh??
><
finished out stuff at 4pm ++
still got many time,so we went to ecm for a walk.
ahaha!
LOL
all of us wore the same t shirt and walked around there.
for sure! most of them stared at us =.=
5.30pm went back zenith hotel again.
hmm..
waited until 8.45pm like that!
the concert just start!
><
those VVIP gave speech !
so damn long
=.=
and i didn't join my family.
aha!
i rather sat on the floor!
infront of the stage there.
oh my god!
it's so damn high!
i love it!
just keep on shout and shout!
=)
i love it much!
but those stupid RELA spoiled all the thing.
they don't gave us give flower to the singer.
damn it!
=.=
and realized that aric was quite handsome
he is just my type!!
ahaha!
fair skin!!
aww!!
my type my type!!

aww!!
:DD
i love fair skin guy!!!

and then my flower!
i want to give him!
but. those rela
so, i changed my mind to give a dancer!
hey, the dancer quite handsome.
although he is just a DANCER!
haha!
lol, many of us gave him.
oh!
when i want to give him!
he went away already
ish!
then give it to the david wee!
he don't want!
okay fine!
came back also didn't tell me.
lan si more abit!
anyway!
glad to meet with you!
baba!!
haha
=)

windy and cloudy now.
going to rain soon?
hmm.. =S

anyway!
thanks NAN G for gave me this opportunity !
it's really gave me many happiness!
=)
i love that night
17.04.2011

it been a long time i didn't shout like that already!
haha!
so high!
:D

as strong as you were, tender you go
=)

fight for it

2011-04-16T16:45:00.006+08:00

oh yeah!
today finally my cousin replied me.
=)
told he that i had decided to take sastera when form six.
i knew if i change my mind , then my future will be =x
but, i am really decided to be a lawyer in my future!
yeah! no regret!

words really can't express my feeling now!
i am super happy right now!
and relieved =)
after chat with my cousin.
he is not only my cousin!
i treat him as my real brother. because he always care about my study,
he gave us advice always
=)
yeah.
he said he will throw the book to me if i change my mind!
oh gor gor! no worry!
if i change my mind or give up!
i will slap myself!
no worry i will fight for it!

and get many people's advice
thanks!
appreciate it much!
and they said that one of the qualification to get in local university is muet must atleast band 4!
oh ! it's really stumped me >.<
my english was suck.and it's one of the subject that i scare the most.
not only poor in writing . speaking! oh damn!
i have no confident to speak it!
i scare people will laugh at me if i pronounce wrong!
><
so this will be a big trouble that i need to go through it!
wish me luck!!!
improving my english now!
and i think i need to learn my english form the basic !
yeah!!
and someone said that i need to be open minded for sejarah.
because many sensitive issue to be discuss , islam civilization!
oh !!
okay i will bear it although i really hate it!
damn! no choice!
who ask me borned in malaysia
=X
ahaha!
seriously, i had study five years of sejarah,
so i already knew it!
wondering what sejarah topic i gonna study in form six?
hmmm ..
merdeka again? LOL

need to go sabs to ask about the package.
i wish i don't need to take art or economy those!
especially account!
oh damn!
but..let see what the package will the school offer to us la!

popular here i come!
oh !
it's really a quite important bookshop for us!
=)

no regret!
fight for it!
chan poh tong!!
don't give up easily!

=)

15.4.2011 friday ♥

2011-04-15T19:50:00.002+08:00

sister got the letter from UTAR.
so will going kampar at 23 may.
oh. if is school day then i must skip it :D
told mummy need to come back before 26 :D ngek
and we going to skip relative's wedding dinner
oh. that's not bad :D
no need to spend money on dinner dress
hehe =x
i think i am going to broke ><
damn it!
always yum cha yum cha.
hang out hang out.
and no input!
damn, my money ><

and went meeting just now .
at nan yang studio there.
with all the nan ju
hmmm
and yea!
will be a helper on the charity night.
top ten charityconcert. this sunday at zenith hotel.
and darn it.
after i promise to be the helper.
=.=
we just get the ticket from daddy boss!
and the ticket is VIP .can eat dinner at there.
see that night i can go sit with family anot la :D
i wanna eat eat eat!
oh yeah!
fat girl :P

i am waiting just waiting
: /
fourth day.
):

2011-04-14T19:44:00.007+08:00

where'd you go?
i miss you so.
seems like its been forever.
since you've been gone

dilemma

2011-04-13T17:01:00.004+08:00

is in dilemma now.
again!!
because of form six again.
yea.
most of them said if wanna study law in future.
then better take history~
ya,
frankly , history for me is not a problem.
i am good in memorizing .
so, if i willing to put effort on it, it's really not a problem.
and now!
another choice for me!
sastera..
i don't think i can handle science well.
so i think i need to face the fact.
and account, i don't have any interest on it.
sigh.

trouble
@@
><

science?
sastera?
account?

what the ...

one month time ~

okay,
think clear and think probably .

sorry for the disappointment of spm result.

it's became a big lesson for me.
wont repeat it when form six.
i swear.
shame on myself.
sigh.

Aonde você vai, eu sinto tanto sua falta

=)

18 ♥

2011-04-10T17:21:00.005+08:00

spent my two days with the crazy and love one :) . but this time bbq not that success as before.haha.i was down because of the stupid stove.spent so long time to make the fire.and damn it.the charcoal was so damn hard to heat up.damn the uncle ! lied us! said this were good quality charcoal! and what??? damn! and my dinner for yesterday! aww! a chicken wing! and some hot dog and fish ball.

time passed so fast, and i did nothing =.= hell! i wanna go school! please! but until now no one get the form six letter! oh damn. when form six will start huh? and now! i am facing a problem ! same problem again. i worried about my biology! :( if i want to take science stream then i will take chemistry and biology,i had no choice already! because my physic was suck! and form six's physic will be harder! :( trouble @@ account?? i hate BM very much! it's so annoy when i read BM! ><
how how how?? i don't know =.= .

drove out just now! fetch sister went to buy something.and my driving skill ! suck! =.= i don't want manual please ! :( then i .... did a super super big mistake! lucky din bang! okay!back home. mummy teaches me how to do next time and she din scold me :D . yes! i will remember next time! it will be my lesson! =) she said after i go through many thing then i will be more alert! =) yea! it's true! when i drive again the place that i did mistake before.. i will be more alert! =) and still will laugh at myself of being so careless =.= hmmm.. okay! drive slowly and alert! =) i can do it ! and relax when driving. aha! i very nervous =.= until sweat! how stupid!

18! this age @@
fun but still got many thing need to go through !
and i not yet 18 la! aha!
wee :D

wont do anything again.
it's enough . i already do what i have to do .
hmmm

just wait and see.

whatever
=)

with them ♥

2011-04-07T20:28:00.002+08:00

yesterday night.
went tc with three girls
:DD
and the fatty came back kuatan!
so went to tc fetch him
then went tc.
said some people's thing.
aha!
hmmmmmm

chit chat.
laugh and laugh!
haha!
how good if we still form five.
sigh

i can't control myself when with them
haha
but i enjoyed it!

thanks yau for being our driver
=X
thanks and pai seh
><

then today!
went badminton with 7 people??
yea. i think so!
aww!
it has been a long time i didn't play badminton.
and gosh!
i did many fishy thing!
no face to see people
=.=
haha
tired but fun!
:DD

=)

keep in touch!!
=)

yea.
spent two days with different gang!
but i enjoyed it!

=)

i love to be with you all
=)

5J the best!!
=)

must keep in touch
=)

tomorrow?
:DD

one more day
><

i want to sayyyyyyyyyyy :DDD

2011-04-06T17:52:00.006+08:00

form six.
for most of the people was just WASTING TIME.
sigh.
yea. i felt that too.
because we need to wait until may or june just start our school.
and after stpm.. after get our result.
we need to wait again , septemper!
so we will waste quite many time .
but what can do?
if your family can't afford you to college?
if you not yet know what you going to be on your future?
so for me.
form six is the right way.
so,forms six got it's own benefit too.

and once you decide to study form six,
you must be more hardworking.
no slacking!
no last minute work!
:'(
argh!
cause if stpm result not good,
or no qualify to apply university,
then it's really waste the two years!
><
sigh.

just because two friends asked me about form six.
so i posted it .
LOL
i don't know what i am saying.
lalalala :DDD

another bored wednesday.
sigh!

all the best for the tournament.
you can do it.
play smart.
=)

ye ye =)

2011-04-03T20:08:00.004+08:00

something happened ,
but fine.
won't care anymore.
do and think what you all like,up to you.
i can't control.
=)

friendship?
even fragile than love
=)
this i what can i conclude after go through so many things,
so many peoples.

like what i said last time,
the one you can trust is yourself

WHATEVER!

i just want happiness!

let's say today,
woke up at 6.15am!
cause need to go ye ye 's grave
same,
whole family went there every year!
=)
i didn't even see my ye ye
cause he passed away when my dad just two years old!
how sad!
and he died because of those bastard!
asshole!
who drove car and bang he!
oh fuck you!
what i can do is just see the only picture of him
is PORTRAIT !
sigh.
and they told us ye ye was a clever people.
full of knowledge
=)
yea! i think i can imagine it by his look.
he looks steady and smart in the portrait!
=)

then afternoon ,
went ecm with four girls
=)
went kfc for our lunch
aww!
i was so damn full =X
ahaha.
then went movie

DONT GO BREAKING MY HEART

two handsome actors

Louis Koo and Daniel Woo!
><
oh my god!
this movie was nice
=)
funny and romantic??
yea, can say like that.
especially the way the two actors proposed to the girl
><
oh my god!
and two boys one girl.
sure got one pity boy
i want her be with daniel woo
><
and yeah!!
she choose him in the end!!
:DD

nice movie.
two hours
=)

and i want to watch never say never!
justin bieber is soooooooooo handsome
><
haha!
and i think this movie will be nice too
=)
release at 14 april !!
><
hehe!

wonder how good if ye ye still alive.
my life could change

anywhere.
i am proud of being his grandson.
=)
although we never meet each other.
but,
what if we meet each other?
aha.
it will if there's fairytale
=)

April

2011-04-01T15:59:00.007+08:00

time flies~ april dah. weee~ happy april fool's day !! :DD
kinda boring now. damn. same..spent all my time with computer.
what can i do?? boring wey!
oh ya. damn it! recently insomnia! it's killing me!
i was very sleepy but i can't fall asleep!
damn! i don't know why i keep on thinking when i lying on my bed
and i need to rolling on my bed for two hours!! then i just can sleep.
what the fuck!! sucks la! argh! what can i do?? count sheep??
no! it doesn't work!! sigh! :(
what can i do?? =O oh! this remind me when i was a kid .
and when i can't sleep!! aha! i cried!! LOL
how stupid =.= i don't know what for i cried?? 0.o
LOL. funny! shame on it
but cry really can make you fall asleep! hehe
because will tired after cried! ngek~
but the next day when you wake up! you will realize your eyes became bigger
aww! golden fish eye :DDD
and yesterday... hmmm...
something happened , but i felt nothing and i am proud of myself!
ahaha! aww! my mind totally clear! no sad no emo!
yea. sometimes i hate myself being so stubborn .
but no worry . time! i just need some times to make my mind clear.
anyway ! happy go luck!! :DDD
and!! i want to sweat la!!
goodness.i don't know how long i didn't sweat. damn it!
unhealthy life =.=
badminton la please! the only sport i interest on :D

CHOCOLATE CAKE PLEASE!! =X

i don't know why this sentence keep on running on my mind ><
oh damn!! i want to eat :'( i want i want!!
and i want to eat burger , french fries , ice cream .... more and more!
arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!
><

boring
i want to eat!!!
>.<

♥

2011-03-31T15:43:00.004+08:00

went ecm with sister and cousin yesterday, mummy asked me to go!
mummy =.= .
but it's really quite a long time i didn't hang out,always stay in the home.
and i practically spent all my time with computer.
goodness! crazy @@

when just open school huh?
faster a bit can?? but !
when start my school life! my holiday totally gone! no more holiday!
form six! :(
STRESS!!!
what i want actually??? =.=
i pun tak tau.. LOL
bang my head to the wall .

and!

hmmmm,
thanks for the chat!
nothing can cheer me up , just ..!!
:DDD

=)

''what you did ?''
''i wanna listen''
=)

carry you home

=)

my fate

2011-03-28T15:29:00.004+08:00

last decision.
take back science when form six
chemistry and biology.
hope i can handle it!
no more slacking please.

recently mood not that good again
hell.slap me

something that not belong to you,
just give up and don't put any hope on it
no matter it bring how much happiness for you
it also will end up with sadness.

independent.
should always learn that.
should always be like that.

hope to leave here soon
but i know i can't
sigh

blaming.
but no use.
i can't change it.
used to be that!
just,i am not that fortune like others
cried,frustrated.
used to be that.
but it also won't change any thing
life still going

one thing that i can sure is.
i just can depend on myself.
and my life is going to be more hard

this is my fate

F M L

sorry.

although i used to be that,
but this is not the one i want
i am tired of that.
it made me felt that the world is unfair

why this must be my fate?

i hate it .

no more next time!

2011-03-24T10:30:00.003+08:00

yea. got my result yesterday!
while waiting the result, went to office find miss phua.
and one teacher gave us see the name list who will go up stage to get their result!
atleast 7A just in the list .
aww! NO MY NAME! damn! fuck!! i can't even get 7A!
and my target was 8!
hmm... but i din felt like want cry .
cause i already predict it.
but got a bit disappointed la sure!
hell! then while sitting on the chair wait to get my result.
hell! damn nervous =(
when i got my result and i counted!
six A! shout and hug yean =X
LOL. sorry ! =.=
hmm..
six A! 4B!
the most worse result compare to pmr and upsr =X
damn!
i wont repeat it when stpm!
NO MORE!
aihx... diappointed..
but this is what i get because of my lazy!
do not expect too much if you really din work hard on it!
ya!!
regret no use! =(
accept it!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm
okay fine.
=)

so now i facing a big problem!
what should i study when form six?
account or take back science?
i want to take account cause i am going to study law..
but! i don't have any basic!
darn it!
how?? =(
trouble!!!!
argh!
and stpm is very very important for me!
if i still din wake up ! still slacking!
i gonna say bye to my future!
=(
but stpm!! hard la!
=(
science or account?
shit!

trouble trouble trouble ><
eww!
fan si wo le!

but something cheer me up !><
oh my god!
i can't cure already.
darn it!
=X
>.<
SHIT

face it

2011-03-22T20:12:00.003+08:00

dang dang!
what i guess was correct!
sister bought rilakkuma to me.
aha.
thanks very much!
i love you
=X

haha

what the price?
eee
wondering.
hmmm

anyway!
it's so cute!
wee!!

yes!
this is what i eager for a long time!
will take care it as well as i can!
=)

okay!
tomorrow!
my death date!
:'(
what can i do if my result is straight B?
one or two A only?
:(

i din did well this time
so if really take this kind of result also can't blame who,
just myself!

take a lesson
=(

okay!

anyway!
face it !
no cry !!

good luck to all !!

sisters ! ♥

2011-03-21T11:07:00.003+08:00

sister went to kuala lumpur last saturday for the UTAR open day
with her other friends.
how's great!
and back on tuesday aka tomorrow.
spent three days shopping and play around there.
envy T^T

and one thing she made me wanna punch her was!
she called me yesterday and told me she bought a thing for me
and she said this thing i eager for long time
i sure will love it!
my first thought was RILAKKUMA!
aww
but she said i will know when she come back
damn it!
=.=
she called me just to say that!
oh no!
then at the night!
nearly 12am.
sent me a message again!
huh? 0.o
she said as my birthday present!
LOL
my birthday is at may.
never mind.

hmm!
actually what is that!
i bet is rilakkuma!
>.<
wondering.
LOL
anyway.
sisters forever
=X
=D

argh! wednesday is coming soon!
what the fuck.
let's see! SOME PEOPLE!
give the fake comfort to me!
damn you hypocrite.

yea!

you are the winner and i am the loser.
congratulation!

be tough , no cry
chan poh tong!!

wish

2011-03-18T19:30:00.000+08:00

I'm so sick of trying
to act like everything is perfect.
Of acting like nothing is wrong
and the world will be good again.

I'm so sick of pretending
that tomorrow will be better
then is was before.

It's hard to do,
Pretend.
People do it everyday.
Some are very good at it
some aren't which makes you
not trust them.

I am so very tired
of putting on a fake smile.
It's beginning to look thin
and weary.

I know I have made some mistakes
some I can't replace.
But if I had to do one thing over again
it was to make myself never trust you.

One thing in life I have learned is
the people you love will hurt you.
No matter how much they say they won't
they'll end up doing it anyway.
And what is even worse
is that you'll believe their lies
You'll trust them with your secrets
you'll love them like you haven't loved anyone else.
But they'll hurt you.
They always will.

The only person you can trust is yourself.
Because your friends will bail on you
when its only convenient for them

oh my god! i love this poem so much! it is so damn correct!
the only person you can trust is YOURSELF!

this world is cruel! so don't trust someone so easily.

yea,
frankly , recently my mood is not that good.
darn it!
spm result!
argh!
no use for me to vent out at here,
all already had foregone conclusion,
i can't make any change now
what i can do is just face it !
be tough!
>.<
but i am not that tough.

='(

WISH

:(

2011-03-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

made this today by mei tu.
rilakkuma + danboard
so cute!!
:)
and used it as my desktop background
aww
:)

my life is getting more and more boring.
damn it
:(
spm result is going to release next wednesday
oh my god.
i din dare to face it
how?
i know my result will be very sucks!
and i will cry badly . i know
:'(
but anyway , i have to face it too.
with the tears!
oh damn!
:'(

someone told me that.
spm just history
so don't care it too much
:(
how can i do it?
okay
never mind.
i will just sad for the few days. hope so >.<
yea. i will i will! ><
argh!

there's always a rainbow after the storm!
this is the only way to comfort and cheer myself
:(

thereisafoolkeeponwaiting

:(

SMILE

no matter how hard

:)

S.M.I.L.E =)

2011-03-14T17:32:00.008+08:00

recently don't know what happen

>.<

many people started to EMO!
is that a trend?
or because of the rainy day??
don't know

wee~ =D
but i was not the one who EMO
=)
although sometime the mood is not that good.
but a thing cure me!

that is CUTE STUFF!
oh my god!
i love cute stuff so much!!

share some cute stuff here.

stay happy always~!

=)

=D

DOMO

round eye
triangle mouth
square head
aha!
=p

there's always a rainbow after the storm
=)

so just SMILE

oh yeah!

=p

two days

2011-03-12T21:00:00.001+08:00

seah han wei is back.
LOL
so we spent two days with him
friday night went to JR yum cha
same.
we were still have many topics.
not bad
but he became more fat!
ahaha
:D

discussed about our future.
one is going to study doctor.
one psychology
one lawyer
one architecture
aww!
hope we can success !
=)

if you think you can , you can!

finally i realized i was wrong
i was too stubborn until i lost my way
i was wrong.
interest is most important
so i will take account when form six.
so i give up science
=)
even though i have no account and eco basic
but i will try my best , work hard!
lawyer!!
=)

then today,
just woke up then recieved their message ==
LOL
then we went movie at 12.15pm
we not yet eat! LOL
we watched world vasion:battle los angeles!
nice!!
=)

after that 3pm we had our 'BREAKFAST'
LOL
PIZZA~
oh my goodness!
it had been a long long long time i din eat pizza !
>.<

after that went to pasar malam
then fetch the fat go back home
his house is too far
==

a nice days for me
aha!
many funny thing happen
in the car~
at JR~
at ecm~

=)

wee!
gambateh to all of us!
=)

work hard for our future!!!

=)

幸好有你 ♥

2011-03-10T20:48:00.003+08:00

情绪又一次地被那些事情给弄跨
明知到是多么的不值得。
可是，还是被打倒了。

没有一个人愿意聆听。

幸好有你♥

也是同样的那句话。
‘我来当你的垃圾桶’
:)
谢谢你
林淑玲
:)

到现在还得当我的垃圾桶

要是是以前，
只要睡一个觉，
第二天就能见到你
当面向你诉苦了。

可是现在
不要说见面，
连聊天都难了。
聊天也只是用文字来聊，

刚才
两人的键盘上都湿了吧？
啊哈。

谢谢你。
开解了我。

对，
不必在意别人说什么。

我要努力！
不要再给那些人看不起。
:)

我们一起努力吧！

♥♥♥♥

♥

鸭蛋鸡蛋

:)

谢谢你

一直都愿意当我的垃圾桶。
聆听我哭诉。

:)

bird's nest

2011-03-09T19:29:00.003+08:00

got a new part time job.
jia yee's aunty ~
clean bird's nest

two people share one box
and!
we spent 8 hours to clean a box
@@
goodness
not easy.

but better than stay at home.
no money to get
=X

aha
i love money more than i can say
:D

one box.
looks little only right?
but we spent 8 hours to clean all
==

hmm
don't know will do how many days.
eeeeeeeeeee.

=)

stay happy and smile =))))

PIKOM PC FAIR 2011

2011-03-07T19:42:00.005+08:00

yeah.
worked as a promoter for pikom pc fair.
the first day went there.
damn scare ._.
cause no people with me.
shock and happy when knew that wan yien worked with me !
oh yeah!
but when the people asked me to change cloth!
what the fuck.
the cloth just like AV girl.
goodness!
just sell AVIRA also need to wear like that
=.=

this is the look for first day
>.<
goodness!

then we four told boss if still want us wear like that then don't want work already
oh yeah!
then he gave us T-shirt!

the second and third day look.
looks more nice
=)
many people said this will more suitable for us!
more like us!
=))))
i am not suitable for SEXY! LOL

hmm.
not bad.
a nice experience
:)

and !
LOL
got a ''boy friend'' for 9 hours!
haha
he is a nice promoter came from KL
PRO!
haha
nice to meet him
=)

knew many people
=)

and actually work as a promoter quite fun!
haha.
:D

and today!
went movie with yee,mui and joo
but we seperate =X
haha!
watched sanctum with yee
=)
nice !!
touching!
cried :'(
hehe!
no regret!

and i am so happy !
someone found me back!
=)

hehe!
freindship forever!
promised!!!!

FAT GANG still alive!!!

:)

<3

02032011

2011-03-03T13:55:00.003+08:00

2.03.2011

what a nice day
:D
for me!

i passed my car test in the morning!
:D
yeah!

and noon.
hang out with them.

and night!

celebrated lee sheun sheun birthday!
:D

hope you like our plan
:)

friday going to work as a promoter for pc fair at zenith hotel
maybe sell avira!
goodness
@@
download also can la.
damn it!
i scare no people buy it =X
>.<
what the hell!!
hope they put me at sensonic :D
i don't want avira lar~ :(

and ...

YOU make me wanna say!

oh my god
i felt that.
i dislike you already
>.<

hmm.

=X

I'am afraid :'(

2011-03-01T19:00:00.001+08:00

today
the last day for me to practice
and
i hit the pole
the first time
argh
damn it
and tomorrow i am going to have my car test ALONE
but today
:(
hit pole
and don't know which bastard go and paint the road
and this cause me can't practice the hill one
:'(

i'm afraid
and i think that i am going to fail tomorrow
:'(

:'(

tong

precious memories ♥

U6A2

BLAH

last day D;

looking forward to cny =)

M . D . L

你。

梦里的机器人

这就是人'蔘‘

school reopen :(

随心所愿

brand new year

F.A.T

乐

迷茫

虚伪

hello ! :D

11.11.11 ♥

=)

对的坚持，错的放弃

讲得出 ， 做不到

that's me !

找不到

FIGHT

which?

是非者

my holiday

cruel

中秋节

rain

arrrrrrrrrrrr !

enjoyed

彷徨

sei ye

thursday 18.08.2011

lucksssssss

白痴吗？！

keep it

bullshit !

知道吗？

this is what we call FRIENDS

=)

the power of frienship =)

10.07.11

i need more times!

bye bye :) ♡

this is fact , FOR ME

hmm ....

karnival

ohmygosh

♥

21 june

happy birthday mummy ♥

pain

1706

god bless

=.=

=)

crapping =p

♥

nine days @@

♡18 ♥

not that easy =s

off and on

ipoh

2011 卫塞节

L.I.F.E

end of orientation :D

hate

SABS

back to school

thursday and friday ♥

eggs ♥

brave girl . LOL :D

precious memory ♥

again and again . sigh

let it be

17.04.2011

fight for it

讲得出，做不到